Normally I would have found it odd that Moriana and the
twins were travelling back to the Castle using cars and planes, but I was
overcome with an almost maddening depression. I sat in the back seat of a
stretched limo, Jane and Alec on either side of me, Moriana sat across from me
just staring at my face. I glared down at the interior, my mind wandering,
thinking about Edward, Mara, Emily and all of them in the cellar.
I guess I always knew this could end badly, but the hope was
if the worst outcome was to be had, it would only be my own death not Mara’s,
not Edward’s, not my family.
“Isabella my dear are you hungry?” Moriana’s tone was almost
motherly. It irritated me even more. I wouldn’t even acknowledge her question.
Alec elbowed my ribs. A low growl escaped my lips.
“Touch me again you rabid tween and I will turn your body
into ash.” He chuckled; a hint of nervousness in it gave me slight joy.
The car entered an airport; I watched the freshly falling
rain stream along the window. Alec stepped out onto the tarmac and walked to a
small jet and quickly boarded. “This is our next stop my dear.” Moriana
cheerfully said.
Again without a word, I slid across the seat and got out of
the car. I stood briefly in the rain, lifting my face to the sky, remembering
the night I had with Edward on the mountain. I was happier now more than ever I
was able to have that memory with him. Jane pushed my back to get me moving. I
turned to her, “Seriously what is the deal with you shitheads, are you unaware
of what I can do to you?” She just rolled her eyes and walked onto the plane.
Moriana gently took my arm, guiding me to the plane, “I know
you are angry with me Isabella, but when you have been around as long as I have
you begin to prioritize.”
I pushed her hand from me, “How would I know this, how will
I ever even know what life truly feels like, you had me to kill me, you are
sadistic, you are the devil, no part of you is right.”
She smiled only briefly, “Child, you were never supposed to
procreate, but you did, and I am happy you were able to have that moment to
cherish, but everything must end.”
“ Yes, I have felt love, true once in a forever kind of
love,” I got an inch from her face, “ My father never loved you, when he
touched you he only felt disdain, disgust that he even needed a lesser being to
achieve the amazing, and that amazing is me not you.”
It was that moment when she instinctively slapped my face, I
knew she felt, she bled like the rest of us, her war raged not because she
wanted to conquer the world, because she wanted to destroy the one thing that
meant anything to the only person she ever loved, Aro. The clarity made me break out in laughter.
“All this for a scorned love, Mother?”
She grabbed my arms and violently shook me, “Shut your mouth
you asinine child, your words will cost you a great deal.”
“Like what, let’s see, like my daughter or the man I love,
no no wait I know my sister?” I smirked, “No, you are already going to kill
them so fuck you.”
She shoved me against the plane making a small dent, “Might
want to watch your temper mommy dearest, unless you don’t feel like using this
particular plane?” I gleefully hopped on board leaving her to stew for a bit.
Took a seat, jokingly buckled my seatbelt, looked up at Alec who was watching
me curiously, “Gotta put my belt on, you wouldn’t want any of my blood to spill
prematurely now would you?”
Moriana eventually boarded she sat with her back to me, no
longer making eye contact with me. Something interesting happened, I hit a
button, found a weakness maybe? Something didn’t make any sense though. Why
destroy me? It wasn’t like it would affect Aro, he was dead, and she could no
longer hurt him. I stared out the window; my heart was tingling, like a million
butterflies were kissing it. I took a deep breath and I smelled Mara. My eyes
widened, I looked nervously around the tarmac for her, but saw nothing. I looked at Alec, Jane, and Moriana, none of
them were reacting. I figured I just was missing her.
I rested my head on the seat as the plane began rolling, I
closed my eyes, and like a breeze I heard her, “Mama, can you hear me?”
Again I
felt fear, and then I realized she was trying to communicate with me. I thought
of her face, the adorable dimples in her cheeks, her jeweled eyes, “ I can hear
you my darling, mommy can hear you.”
“Mommy, we are coming for you, do not be scared.”
“Mara, no you can’t you need to tell daddy that is the plan,
she is hoping you come so she can take you too, you are safe there, please
stay.”
“I am not strong like you mama, I cannot force them to
listen to me, they are coming for you.”
“They, you mean you are staying?”
“Yes, I stay with Emily and a few of the wolves, I know she
wants me, I can see what she has said to you, mama?”
“Yes sweetheart?”
“I am so afraid.”
“Hush now my sweet, don’t you worry, I won’t let anyone hurt
you.”
“Mama, I feel what you feel, when we hugged we joined, you
feel fear to.”
“Only for you, but I am happy you are staying safe, you near
a bed?”
“Yes”
“Go lay down, I will hum you a song, it is the same song my
father would hum to me so I would sleep.”
I began humming the same song Aro sang to me when he tried
to calm me, I concentrated on Mara’s breaths, I felt her calm down, just as the
plane lifted into the clouds, I continued to hum even long after she was
asleep. I looked At Moriana, I could see her nails digging into the arm of her
seat, and she was gritting her teeth. It was the song, it angered her. I knew
she had dipped into my mind and heard me humming it, I decided to think it no
more and started humming it loudly.
She tore the arm clean off the seat, lifted from her seat
and turned to me, not thinking she slammed the arm rest at my head, “SHUT YOUR
MOUTH YOU AND YOUR FATHER AND THAT GOD DAMN SONG!”
I could see by Jane and Alec’s sudden head jerks at
Moriana’s words; she had said something she should not have. “Mommy, I think
you angered the twins.”
Moriana quickly composed herself, looked at them giving them
a reassuring nod. “No more humming, anyone.”
She took a different seat, this time I could see the profile
of her face, her cheek and eye were twitching, and she was losing it. What had
her so angry?
Aro really had broken her, he was like the Joker and she was
like Harley Quinn. The thought made me smile. “He really did a number on you
Moriana, seriously you should have just let the scorned memories die with him.”
She slammed her eyes closed, like she was trying to block me
out, or something out. The whole situation had my mind in knots. Something was
going on, and by the anguish on her face I knew I was right. She was trying to
block me out. She didn’t want me reading her thoughts. She was hiding something
from me. Her eyes flashed open. “Stay out of my head Isabella, I swear I will
give you pain like you never dreamed possible.”
I had no idea how to read her thoughts; I didn’t know how to
penetrate the shield she had up. “For now mother, but I am an impatient person.” I watched out the window as we ascended
higher in the sky, the clouds below us, I began to doze , thinking of Mara and
her scent, and her words, soon I was asleep.
I'm so glad that she can communicate with Mara.
ReplyDeleteIt's nice to see Moriana squirm a bit when Bella stands up to her.
Great chapter!
Mereeeeeeeeeee..... i dunno what to say. So much win in this chappy! I loved it and cant waitttttttttt for another update bb. Loved the Mara bit & JFC, Edward is cumminnnnnnnnnnnnn. Moriana will get whats coming, just wait. But I cant wait, omggggg. Great great great work bb. ILY & see u next time. luffs
ReplyDeleteOhhh, she's hitting a sore spot with mommy, eh?? Good for her!! That was awesome she can keep in contact with Mara, though I'm worried Moriana will interfere with that soon... on to the next chapter. This is so good!!
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